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Two crows & a Woodpecker
Nightmares, Nightmares- Can’t sleep! I’m having nightmares!
The same night terrors for 3 years, every so often they reappear
What of them? My biggest fear
I’ll lose my love, before she’s even here
Before I get to know her, how is that fair?
Two black crows & a woodpecker peck
Growing up, these were symbols of death - who’s next?
Please tell me things have changed, I spotted each of them today
I won’t believe it if it’s true! Superstitions won’t turn me blue!
Woke up again, tear in my eyes
My strongest love, again has died
I’m afraid to even think, tell me …what’s happening?
Dreams… REM’s intrusions
External influences, unconsciously intertwined
Who’s been trying to kill my soul? Who’s discussing my heart dying?
Two Crows and woodpecker peck …. God, cast away these demons
At least until we’ve met
- Queen_Merlz
This means more than what any1 will probably take from it lol…Oct. 9, 2008
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Temporary situation, permanent illin’
Without love, I’m a lost spirit
As silly as it seems, world peace is my dream
Wonder if I should stay asleep
Or quit my job to forever preach
Save every soul that I meet
But then how will I eat?
I have a child who needs feeding, guidance- proper teaching
Deprive her because I’m dreaming? How selfish of me
“How is she a mother, when she’s never around?”
Damn…
She doesn’t feel that way now, however, soon she may
Can’t let her hate me, peep the moves I’ve been making
I want to give her so much, she has every piece of my heart
But in order for us to gain, we must spend some time apart
Damn…
Sitting outside, I stare at the sky
In the midst of a cloud, I see her smile…wow
The indescribable feelings of having a child
- Queen_Merlz
